I just want to write a quick entry. I know it’s been a while and I’ll be better at this eventually.
I just want to say that when I came home today, I was playing with Nathan and eventually brought him to the bed. I put him down in the middle of Nikki’s body pillow and I put my head down on my side of the bed. I gave him a cloth book and he was playing around but eventually wiggled his way next to me. He put the book down and we cuddled. He put his tiny hand on my chest and we just cuddled. It was amazing and I never want to forget how happy it made me, so I wanted to post it here.